There is a blackness behind everything

It's okay, Johnny. I remember the first time I saw the blackness behind everything, while waiting outside the arthouse movie theatre in Dunedin on a sunny day, and saw that the world was painted on a dark canvas, and that you can see that blackness if you look hard enough.

It's okay to freak out about the chasm of clams, because I think it's scary as shit too, man.